Sunday, September 24, 2006

flow crush red

too often we want the clouds to roll back, while divination pours from the mouth of God like a reserevoir, sprinkling our filthy little world with insight. and too often we find our bones weakened by the weight of living on a planet, that at times, seems to fill with such sadness, and then such joy. the combination causing a strain on our joints. when in reality, i think what we want most, is to know that the steel gray of our insides can flow crush red with love and wonder. what we want most is to blush, to feel blood run through every tunnel in our bodies until they swell and burst into every spill-way. but, its more likely that instead of a "we", you'll just find me. standing in an empty, trash-strewn parking lot on a sunday afternoon. hot tears burning my cool cheeks, leaking from swollen eyes as i offer up dynamite to the sky...why? because i can't always understand why, and...sometimes thats just ok.

posted by drew carlascio

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